Murray Vs The World

The days are just counting down till I go back to Va….. Theirs a lot of people here that I truly love and trust, but it’s going to come down to me leaving to better my life. Just two more months and I’m out of here, the more days that pass the more I start to feel emotional.

And a lot of my friends might not realize that the reason why I always wanna go out and chill is because i wanna spend my last months with them till I leave you know?? But some people just don’t understand only by the hard way…… But I won’t be gone forever I would always come to visit and stay for some weeks and the summer time……

Theirs something that I always wanted to start developing but it won’t work out since I already made plans to move back and it just wouldn’t work out. And it hurts me so because im really really feeling this person. And after my last relationship I said to myself that I wasn’t going to get involved in any type of thingy…. But that shows I can’t keep my word huh lol

But she is something so special and amazing, I’m going to wish that we can def have a future together because she is someone I need in my life…….

Ok now I have a lot of female friends and us meaning “men” get dissed, I’m not saying all females do this or that all guys are “dogs” but the thing I cant stand is when girls say “I’m turning gay so that a nigga can’t play me” uhh being gay or straight doesn’t change a thing about actions.

A man can cheat on a woman, a man can cheat on a man, a woman can cheat on a man, and a woman can cheat on a woman…. The pain is the same. I just find it funny that no matter what some females just need a reason or an excuse to make it seem like it’s man or woman doing. I can’t find the word to describe those kind of people it’s too late to be thinking lol.

The reason why I talk about this is because it piss me off to hear someone have an excuse to turn gay…. Like WTF Ref???

Isn’t afraid to show her sexy and freaky side!!!!

I love a girl that wears thongs and G Strings!!!!

I love a girl that dances, and that isn’t shy to show me some of her moves!!!

You kno I love a girl that sings!!! That’s every man’s turn on!!!

I love a girl who plays video games!!!!!! and that actually owns a system or two!!!

I love a girl to joke around me with me, I can’t stand a serious girl all the time!! arhgggg

I love a girl that wears heels and knows how to walk in them. And the reason why I said this is because I see a lot of females at my job and in the city that don’t know how to walk at ALL!!!!!! And that is a crazy sight!!! 

I love any girl that listens to Lupe Fiasco’s music!!!! LOL Dead ass tho!

And last but not least I love a girl that can respect me for me and not for what I do or have!!!!

This have to be the worse week of this year man. It started from last week, raining for a whole week messing up my pay, and this is the month I have to pay my phone bill and for my metro card. So that alone is 100 dollars and I only made 300. I had to buy a jacket,scarf and hat because I only had sweaters, and that came up to about 60 dollars all together… . After all my dues I didn’t really have much to spend on myself and then a couple of hours ago me and my bro Dom got into a car accident… At the event I was feeling perfect but then now I’m starting to feel a little dizzy and the back of my head hurts and so does mt lower back. I just pray that tomorrow I don’t feel any worse!

I have to go to Therapy tomorrow to have some needles in my back and perform some exercises. So that whole thing is about a hour or maybe a hour and a half. And I have to do that crap 3-4 times a week and two months!!! I guess it was bound to happen because everyone has at least one accident. But ehhhh it is what it is!

Its currently 4:44am and i just got inside from hospital waiting to get a check up…. Everything just happen so fast man I cant remember anything that happen after the hit…… All I remember seeing was blood on my hands and on my forehead…..

Everything was blurry, then I heard Adom’s voice…. He was screaming “Nooo nooo nooo” then that’s when my vision was coming back to me. I was happy Lisha and Sam was alright same for me and Adom.

From that moment I seen my life flash before my eyes man…. After witnessing that life is soft but I thank god for giving me another chance to see life!!!

I’m feeling fine but I’m not sure on how I would feel in the morning so that’s why I’m here…..

I hate being in hospitals knowing that im going to have to see the doctor…. The reason why is because I hate walking in the back with all the sick and dying people. I can’t be around that because it makes me feel scared…..

I love that I’m a guy because females are the most beautiful thing to come to this planet! Even tho y’all have y’all monthly mood swings I still love you!! Just the female features drives me insane! And a lot of girls ask me what is my favorite body part on a female and I must say that I’m an “Assman”

I’m not really a breast man, I mean their excellent don’t get me wrong but I rather much prefer a woman with a nicely shaped ass, it don’t even have to be an big ass! I would soo many nasty things to a girl with a nice shape ass! Now ladies I’m a freak … . I’m not afraid to admit it! 

I know this post is random but it’s something about me that you ladies needed to know ;)

I love play fighting with another girl, play fighting can turn into some sexual things … . I can start by tickling you, spanking you, then eventually kissing on your neck and other things. If it do end up to having sex then I would at least know that it would be fun playful sex and not the boring soft sex!

I like a girl who likes who are freaky (What guy doesn’t) I would wanna be able to pull your hair and you loving that s***. Pull on your hair and start licking all over your neck! I would wanna be able to slap your ass and having you screaming for more! You ladies don’t understand how much that turn me on! OMG! Mmmm mmmm mmm