Murray Vs The World

This is real talk man this is not a lie or a joke. I work at the Central Park Zoo in the City and I’m going to talk about everything from my point of view and everything I heard.

So my day started off like any normal day, a nice afternoon as I left to go to work, my shift started at 12:30pm. So I got there 10 mins early and gotten some pizza but skip on to where things got real. ALRIGHT so now I’m asking our guest for pictures at the entrance because I’m a photographer at my job, and suddenly I heard a loud ass “CRACK” sound. So at first I didn’t know what it was until I seen people running to where the noise came from, and then I seen the security running at that same location. 

So from what I heard as soon as it happen I heard that some kids were climbing a tree but then I was like no that can’t be it at all cause those trees are huge and strong and no lil kid can knock a whole tree down. So my manager went out the Zoo to see what really happen, and it appears that a “Tree Branch” fell on a mother and knocked her out. That’s what I heard at first … . but that wasn’t the full story, people said that it also fell on the baby which is only six months. And once I heard that I was like shock to a point where I was about to cry because I was seeing and feeling everything from the father’s POV. 

So the cops came along with the EMP’s and Firemen, and they closed the whole Zoo down, every exit and entrance. And what trip me out was that they had two different ambulance trucks, one the baby was in and the mom in another. The one that the mother was in rushed off to the hospital with the father riding along with her. And from seeing that, and how the husband held his head like he had pain… . I feel the EMP’s told him that his child died due to the branch… But I had a chance to see how the mom looked and it was BAD!!!!! It didn’t even look like she was breathing at all, and she was covered in blood! And that was all that I seen, the Article is all over NY Times and you can also heard about it on the News and shoot it might even be on the front cover of the news papers tomorrow morning! Now seeing how dangerous my job area is, im always going to keep my eyes open.

R.I.P To the 6 month old baby

It’s been a year already dangggg theirs alot of people that coulda been fathers and some that are, even dead beats fathers have a day to be a dad. And theirs those who coulda had one for personal reasons, and for those who coulda been do we take action for fathers day??? I guess not I don’t think I’m going to feel good today just because of soo many signs showing my selfishness (is that even a word?) that’s a lifetime regret that I would always live with man.

Well happy fathers day to all the dads even the ones who coulda been

Their was a time in my life where I had a very hard choice to make, and damn it made everything change in the matter of seconds. And the reason I speak of it now because I was listening to Joe Budden and he says he’s selfish because he made the same choice as me in his life. I mean damn…… I think I was because I did it for me because I didn’t feel things were going to be alright.

Shoot man being in love or thinking your in love can make you do some real stupid things. Love and lust makes you think everything is fine from when it comes to going further in relationships and to having a kid.

Love and lust is why we have so many single parents and even divorces happening. I believe that no one knows what they want when it comes to a relationship and starting a life with your other half. Well I guess I’m saying that cause in still young :/ but from all the things I been thru is making me think that way cause that’s how I honestly feel.

From the choice I made was wrong really wrong but I learn from that and now I’m trying to do make everything better.

You know when you do something bad … and when you do something good! In return you get something, I done my bads, regrets and lies… I also did my goods, deeds and greats. But I just know from my actions from both sides good and bad something is going to slap my face. Some people say they live by words and change for certain things, but I feel that we all think that. What I’m trying to say is we all say one thing but then do another! I will like to take this time, in my life to say sorry to all the people I ever hurt, lied, hid things from I’m deeply sorry. And I would also like to take the time outta my life to thank everyone thats by my side and I would always make sure that I would always have your back if you have mine. 

We all have regrets and Deeds!! So I’m just waiting for the day because Karma is out there, even if it’s years from now, its going to hit us hard!!! I’m just waiting to see what happens!

Ok bow I remember making mad jokes about the ipad being a od super duper version of the iPod touch and iPhone. But I seen someone using it in person and I must say that it’s very nice man.

The screen is made huge and the display is sharp, I was thinking from seeing it online that it would be way more bigger but it’s not even that huge!! So shoot I’m not going to lie, I’m going to start looking at prices and get one lol. I love having a job :)

Ipad for the win!!!!! Get with it

Why is it even when we have work or school in the morning, we wake up wipe the crust from our eyes and just think….

Damn we waste soo much time just thinking about how today is going to go and what were going to wear. And if you off from school and work you wonder why the hell did I wake up this early lol and in in that sitution now cause I’m mad sleepy from my girl waking me up but now I can’t sleep :/

Morning crust!!